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To all my dA/iScribble Friends/Death in My Family

Thu Jun 25, 2009, 12:59 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Typing
  • Reading: ...The screen...duh!
  • Watching: As above
  • Playing: Reality. "Worst game ever!"
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: In the suffering of mankind
I'm in Sydney right now because on Monday at 5:15 am my grandfather died of asbestosis-related cancer. Tommorrow is his funeral and it will be an extremely emotional day. Oh, well. I know my grandfather is no longer in pain and he is at peace now, but that doesn't actually make me feel any better. He was my last grandfather alive and when my nan dies I'll have no grandparents. It's sad and I am finding it hard to hide my emotion. But I know by hiding it I am not bothering anyone. I don't want to be a burden. I'll really miss him, though. I may not be crying on the outside but inside my tears fall freely, without being seen. I don't want to hurt anyone by showing my emotions, so I pretend to be happy. Though I am happy to see :iconStomry-Teh-Artise: again. I really missed her and it was great to catch up. :iconohjoyplz:

On another note: iScribble friends please try to get on iScribble more. I want to continue our epic rp. :)

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~labrat-78 Jun 25, 2009, 1:26:01 AM
Deepest condolences on your loss. :hug:

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Typical Railroader-Tired, Broke, Hungry, Sick, and Mad
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~VaatiFan101 Jun 25, 2009, 1:27:00 AM
Thank you. It's been really hard. :(

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I :heart: my fiance :iconDarth-Nihilus01au: ^^

'The chains of the grave cannot hold a Dark Lord of the Sith.' -Marka Ragnos
:iconlabrat-78:
~labrat-78 Jun 25, 2009, 1:30:05 AM
:hug:

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Typical Railroader-Tired, Broke, Hungry, Sick, and Mad
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~VaatiFan101 Jun 25, 2009, 1:42:07 AM
:hug: ^^ Thank you...~ :)

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I :heart: my fiance :iconDarth-Nihilus01au: ^^

'The chains of the grave cannot hold a Dark Lord of the Sith.' -Marka Ragnos
:iconketgirl1992:
*Ketgirl1992 Jun 25, 2009, 4:49:09 AM
condolences on losing a person dear to you...
you know; i think you should hide your emotions. You should it let it out; cause it will haunt you when you get older. Believe me i am talking from experience =)
its okay to show your emotions. You arent a burden on your friends. If theyt hink that then they are not good friends.
I hope you are going to be okay ^^

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I am Green's Stalker and Wife in ~ShinyLucario 's DA Family <3

I am Green Link in =astralstonekeeper 's Link crew =D

I am WW Link in ~AnimeAngelDNA 's DA Family :3
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~VaatiFan101 Jun 25, 2009, 4:57:55 AM
Aww...that's sweet. Thank you. ^^ I'm very insecure and I doubt myself a lot. I find it hard to tell people 'cause my parents don't care. Thanks for your condolences; that makes me feel better. ^^ :hug:

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I :heart: my fiance :iconDarth-Nihilus01au: ^^

'The chains of the grave cannot hold a Dark Lord of the Sith.' -Marka Ragnos
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~darknessrisingabove Jun 25, 2009, 5:04:08 AM
I understand what its like to loose someone you love Mel :hug:
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~VaatiFan101 Jun 25, 2009, 5:05:25 AM
Yeah, but he won't be in pain now. He can rest in peace. :)

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I :heart: my fiance :iconDarth-Nihilus01au: ^^

'The chains of the grave cannot hold a Dark Lord of the Sith.' -Marka Ragnos
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~VaatiFan101 Jun 25, 2009, 5:40:05 AM
Yeah. ^^

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I :heart: my fiance :iconDarth-Nihilus01au: ^^

'The chains of the grave cannot hold a Dark Lord of the Sith.' -Marka Ragnos
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